and I wish I could put it on hold. I know that's not possible but that's how I feel. I'm kind of on autopilot right now. I'm trying to catch up with my classes, continue with the sale of the house, and deal with all of the tedious estate things that go along with death. I really can not grieve the way that I need to because I have to stay focused on my classes. If I let go now, I don't know if I'll be able to get back up.
I'm also trying to get completely caught up in the school assignments/quizzes that I've missed. All of my teachers have been great with granting me extentions, but I need to keep my mind occupied and get back on schedule as soon as possible. Hopefully by next week, I'll be able to do that. I'm trying.
I haven't been dog walking in a while and I probably should but I'm tired. I'm shooting for next week. I know that the pups will make me feel better. They always do.
I have a bunch of recipes and reviews waiting to be edited. I think I'll post one of those next week. This post sounds depressing as heck to me. Anyway have a great Friday and weekend.
Till next time,
Semester 2 is over and I'm doing my best to relax and enjoy it, while catching up on all things neglected. My back is pretty much back to my normal, so I have resumed dog walking. I was so happy to see one of my favourites was adopted and gone to her new home. There are so many dogs and cats available. If you're looking please check out your local Humane Societies & rescues, because I'm sure they are all in the same boat.
Thoughts on this past semester. Hopefully this won't come back to bite me in the future. This was a tough semester for me because it included a lot more coding, then the first semester. Something that is new to me. HTML, PHP, CSS, a tiny bit of JAVA script. There is still so much to learn and it is daunting at times. But I have no choice but to move forward and just do the work. That has been a mantra of mine these last 2 semesters. There was/is no time to moan about how I don't understand something, I just had to keep going. My final projects, well 3 of them were not to my liking at all. I had these perfect projects in my mind and they did not turn out the way that I had planned, at all. They more then fell apart at the end. So yeah, for myself I need to redo them. I still wake up thinking about them and what I could have/should have done. That is beyond irritating and it's stressing me out. I'm also still waiting on the last 2 grades out of 6. I should know by the end of the day. Not helping with the relaxing that is supposed to be occurring.
August 3rd-9th, Weekly Bee Count: 3: bumble bees; 1: honey bees
August 10th- 16th, Weekly Bee Count: 3: bumble bees; 0: honey bees
Weekly Bee Count: 33: bumble bees; 3: honey bees; 3: unknown bee species (The weather has warmed up this week, along with the late blooming flowers coming to life.)
I'm off to walk some friends (hoping that the rain holds off until I get back home), do some reading and who knows what else. Enjoy your weekend!
Till next time,